FINALLY

Okay. So I haven't written or posted ANYTHING since god knows when, and probably no-one will read this anyway, BUT IM GONNA WRITE IT COS ITS FINALLY WORKING! and also cos im fuck bored and theres too many things going on, none of which i can talk about completely honestly because i dont want to say anything that would be offensive to people, cos of course anyone can read this *AHEM*

So, well, dunno what the hell is going on in the luuurve department. The... luuurve interest is... I suppose seeming not all that interested. Which, annoyingly is going to make quite a few people more than satisfied. Especially if he breaks up with me. Which to be honest, I'm surprised he hasnt yet. He really seems.. to me at least like he'd rather be with someone else. I can take a good guess at who that would be, but I'm not naming any names. Even the bloody fake ones. Because they are pointless anyway.

And, with Valentines day coming up, I'm curious to what will end up happening. nothing probably. No change there.

Sorry for rambling so much, but I can't get this off my mind. They're just always flirting. And maybe they dont notice it, but they are. And it kind of hurts to watch them... I'm not so much jealous as hurt.. Although I am jealous too. Except I'd much rather he broke up with me if he wanted to do that. But I really don't want him to too. ARGH. Whatever.

On a happier note, I got some pretty good electives :)
drawing, literature, philosophy, phsycology, aboriginal studies, fabrics to fashion, damn. And some other good ones I've forgotten :3

I feel like sky diving.

FUCKING HELL




*calm*



Jeez.. I kinda feel so pathetic writing about all this crap and complaining all the time. Really, i should just get over it.

I started to write a story. eh.

Gotta new guitar teacher, he's cool. Except i fotgot which one.. smoke on the water was *embassasment* and then forgot everything that i had pretty much ever learnt on guitar,... so he probably thinks I'm stupid. Oh well.

ciao xo