Sunday, November 30, 2008

WHAT THE FUCK

im so mad and angry.. and confused about everything. and somehow things have seemed to (most prob just in my head) make me feel bad for being angry. But im so confused. And i dont know whats going on with trust because maybe i take it for granted.. I just sposed that's what you did with friends. But I do feel bad, I dont wanna lose this friendship. I dont even know whats true or not. I hope its not. Maybe i've gotta talk to him when he gets back. Maybe that would just make things worse. Dunno what to do :S

1 comment:

Kate B. said...

i've been there. i actually AM there. if i have any advice at all, it's to talk to him. ive bottled up my emotions for 13 long years, and its never done me any good. you cant control your emotions. just try to explain how you feel to him. losing a friend is a really awful thing- but you have a chance to avoid doing that.