HELLO THERE

I am in maths and i am craving lasagne and school this week is completely pointless. I am so very bored. Going to go and kill something. And I am angry. Constantly. At stuff. Which is normal... maybe. BUT !!(!!!!!!!!!!!!) on the up-side, I SAW RANDOM HOT GUY TODAY !! (some random guy that goes to my school that finished yr. 12, and he is mega hot!!! SERIOUSLY SO HOT IT MAKES ME WANNA GO AND... :3 yeah. eat him or soemthing. Or eat his hotness. And then him. yummo.) But serious. He has dyed red hair. And an emo fringe. But his red hair is liek ultra red and he makes me horny. Anyway. Ciao.
xo


... Maybe I could catch him in teh rain and then he will be shiny... anyway, maybe im not in the best mood to write at teh moment as i am thinkign about random hot guys.

THE EXTREME SOMETHINGNESS OF IT ALL

Ellllo. I am currently on a mystical journey to the land of croissants and merde and everything else slightly French-ish. (well really I am in French) I've got nothing really to write but I am ever so bored so this is pretty much just me droning on about nothing. But, sadly, this is the first day Clarissa is absent from le school and although it is only first period, I am missing her like bonkers. There is a lot on my mindey-brainy thing at the moment. A lot is happening. And, for the first time in a long time, EVERYONE SEEMS AT LEAST KINDA HAPPY!! And I think that is excellent, because a lot has gone on in our friendship group. A lot. And it seems like it's all finally settling down a bit. Although I know that any moment it's just going to explode again. It's kind of like the calm before the storm at the moment. I hope it just stays like this for a tad longer at least :)

Just... Yee.

Woke up today with bloody crashing sound. Twas my brother, flailing round with the Christmas tree. Fell over. Again. It's quite funny really listening to him trying to prop it back up again because of course he can't; it's far too heavy. He came in trying to get help but i pretended to be asleep cos I am top sister (heh). Oh well.

Anyway. Friday Night.
Twas Clarissa's going away party, which was both happy and sad, and, to be honest quite a horny night :) Everyone was going bonkers, (which is mostly just the natural state of our mates), and there were pashes all round. Except me :( and a few others. One of them snuck in some alcohol (except that it was in a hair product bottle so it tasted strongly of Garnier Something), so I didn't really have all that much.

And then someone drew a penis on my shoulder in permanent and I can't quite remember who it was, except I do remember trying to have some kind of serious chat with Liam, forgetting about the wonderful shoulder art I had and failing miserably at probably what I thought was some kind of serious expression. But oh well.

The party was fun. But I wish she didn't have to go. I'm gonna really miss her.

Blimey. That was embarrasing. I'm in the library and some loud music's gone off and I look around thinking, who the hell is causing that racket ? and then of course it's me with some annoying music playing site. Ah well. Again. I'm supposed to be doing homework.

I'm gonna get a failing report. Maybe I'll skip report-giving-outting-day. But then that wouldn't help all that much. I've gotta stop skipping I think. Someone's bound to notise at least a couple of times some group of kids with bags bounding out of the school like loons. But I just can't be fucked.

Seriously.

Well tomorrow is school again. Second last week of being showered with wrinkles and husks and wotnot.
Anyway. I shall stop rambling on now.

Bugger it!

golly gosh. bored beyond belief. I think I may have slightly given up on life itself. Like, how everyone bloody acts and just EVERYTHING! I dont give a bloody flying fuck anymore.
Fuck it.

GOD FUCKING DAMN.

Went over to cazzies after school today, in the time that we were skipping teh last 2 periods with Keiran, Mollface, Clarissa, Cazz and I. It was bloody hot, so we did the tucking-tops-up thing and got either strange looks or beeps from passing cars which was funny. So, when we got there, since teh only thing holding us back from just being in our bras was the cars, we just ran around topless in her house for a while, then found the alcohol DN DN DNNN and so we were fucked.
Or most of us.
But then we had to be home in time so that parents wouldnt be suspicious of skipping, so Clarissa Mollface and I staggered home, with Mollface the only one who hadnt had anything to drink, so she pretty much saved my life on numerous occasions which i am veeerrrry thankful for since I was wobbling about all over the path and almost on the road.
And then I look down and my black singlet's gone and there's a green Coopers top and I'm thinking huh.
But oh well.
And then I got home and tried to keep from falling over but was sick anyway and I think my parents may have noticed but I went to sleep so they couldnt catch me in my dreams :):)
But I woke up to a lecture on drugs and that of the sort later on anyway.
well. I guess now i know how much'll make me sick so it's probably something to learn from :)

Christmas?

Tiz the bloody 1st and there's a lump of chrissy tree wobbling about in the lounge room. It's funny cos my parents make such a fuss over it all, trying to get it all in the christmas spirit, but as soon as we finished with all the decorations, it fell over and a globey thing smashed and almost set one of the decorations on fire. melted some tinsel. Funny though. I pissed myself laughing. (not literally of course) but it was quite funny. Then I had to sit through almost literally BILLIONS of attemps at a perfect family christmas photo. I guess there is a kind of happy feel about everyone because Christmas is near. ehhhh... *falls over*

WOAH HOLLY CRAP

Keiran wants to pinch Petridis on the bum. And asked him. Crikey.

BLAHBLAHBLAHBANANA.

Thinking thinking thinking thoughts thoughts thoughts.

Too much happening.

School's being lame.
School is lame.
I don't want to learn about bloody.. whatever they ramble on about.
But then it's like a little distraction.
Like books.
Reading a lot.

Tenpin (my cat) is malting like crazy. She's making a whole new carpet for me to come home to.
Craving bloody raspberries like mad.
He's coming back tomorrow.
Little glint of happy.
Dunno what'll happen.
Maybe he's changed his mind about me.
Or maybe it was changed ages ago already.
I dunno.
I don't care.
Gotta be happy though, otherwise things'll just get worse.
I'll make some choccy cake maybe.
With raspberries.

WHAT THE FUCK

im so mad and angry.. and confused about everything. and somehow things have seemed to (most prob just in my head) make me feel bad for being angry. But im so confused. And i dont know whats going on with trust because maybe i take it for granted.. I just sposed that's what you did with friends. But I do feel bad, I dont wanna lose this friendship. I dont even know whats true or not. I hope its not. Maybe i've gotta talk to him when he gets back. Maybe that would just make things worse. Dunno what to do :S

HELLO jeezies and christies. Mike and Jezz are coming tomorrow to visit us chums in the worlderful world of knowledge.. :S BUT excellent McSummer is coming up and everyone will be running around in their underpanties.. hopefully :3 I am excited for that !!! hehe hmm.. I really feel like owning a beard at the moment. I want one to stroke when I am feeling contemplative. And, then I will dye it blue. Must recruit more erasers to the Kirsty and my weirdly-named-eraser-collection-of-awesomeness.

Come to think of it, I'm actually not so sure I'm all that excited for summer and panties.. cos there are just those people that you maybe dont want to see in panties.. all shiny and in the sun. Like.. Perry and Morrie. ... ewws times 7.

bonjour monseiur escargot!

Heyyo I am Zoe and I am in English with the jolliest man you will ever meet. He is even joillier when he threatens to cut feet off. Except now we have morrie and she.. well.. she's not the least wrinkliest woman in the world. Ahhhhhhhhh..... Liam away for ages and yonks. Muffin cravings.. :S