duuude....

ladidah
happies

yoyoyo

well... I'm actually sitting in P.E.P.D. at the moment being a very sneaky sneak which is very difficult to do seeming as he is sharpy eyed as a sharp eye'd anmnmnmimal.

ILY Kirsty!

i think im just gonna sit around and just think for a while. I've got a lot to think about.
I wanna go to teh beach to think, I think. At night. Man, I love beaches at night. like more than any place to go. And now I am just rambling but this is 6th period so it's understandable... maybe...

man I'm confused.
ergrghhh
eh
oohh
heh.
hoh.

guys.

eheheeerrrrrrrrrggg.

grr. I would write stuff but I know people who I know are gonna see it. Like, nothing bad, everyone is all happy and yay atm,.. I hope.. and think, but all my thoughts that I'd looove to get out but im gonna have to find another way now. Like, for some reason putting it all down on paper... but I feel a little weird when im just writing to no-one so this seems the kinda best-ish option. And thing is, even if people remain nameless, its so guessable anyway.. so...

psh.

so yeah...

'where can i go when i want you around but i can't stand to be around you?'

i feel kinda bad.. like ive done something wrong. i dont know what it is but im gonna find out.
im in one of those hippy moods where im just chillaxing and i want world peace and eternal happiness and all that.


SO BE HAPPY EVERYONE!!!

ach! again

bonjour
whatever.
also,
fuck.
ergh.
pretty pissed off.. -ish.
no-one's fault though.
just ams
rawr.
^_^


.. >:l

so then

ach.
man im sick of all this.
how do you delete blogs?
pfft. eh.
i have nothing interesting to say anyway.
too distracted to think cos of cute guitar teacher.
bloody cute people.
bloody eh.
ehhhhhh.



....ergh.

go away thoughts.

uh...

look,
you are being so imature.
I, myself am not going to waste one minute of thought on this, because whatever it is, its nothing. I think it's sad that you waste your time fucking around like this, I hope you get over it soon and start focusing on what matters.
By the way, what the hell did I ever do to you?

AHA! CAUGHT RED HANDEDFACETHING

so,
heard you saw it,
and are seeing it now,
like a secret,
leaving it unsaid are we?
ahahahhaa
AHAHHAHA *evil grin*
am feeling a little crazy,
ignore all this,
sneaky person are we?
RAWR

grrrr

What a fucking whore. That's all I'm gonna say.
So he's happy then.
Good for him.
Happies all round.


.....

fucked up. again.

so. yup. title says it all. i hate writing about this but thats what happened today and thats what my brain is going annoyingly bonkers about. so.. i spose i broke it off with him .. i regret it.. but i got to the point where we wouldnt say one word to eachother all day, so i did it cos i think thats what he wanted.. but maybe was too shy to do it.. i dunno. but thing is i still fancy him. so i dont know what to do. i hope i get to know him better. he's a great guy.

he'll probably be taken in a flash anyway...

blimey im a pessimist.

(yes, it was cazz by the way...)

... a massive tree just fell down.

FINALLY

Okay. So I haven't written or posted ANYTHING since god knows when, and probably no-one will read this anyway, BUT IM GONNA WRITE IT COS ITS FINALLY WORKING! and also cos im fuck bored and theres too many things going on, none of which i can talk about completely honestly because i dont want to say anything that would be offensive to people, cos of course anyone can read this *AHEM*

So, well, dunno what the hell is going on in the luuurve department. The... luuurve interest is... I suppose seeming not all that interested. Which, annoyingly is going to make quite a few people more than satisfied. Especially if he breaks up with me. Which to be honest, I'm surprised he hasnt yet. He really seems.. to me at least like he'd rather be with someone else. I can take a good guess at who that would be, but I'm not naming any names. Even the bloody fake ones. Because they are pointless anyway.

And, with Valentines day coming up, I'm curious to what will end up happening. nothing probably. No change there.

Sorry for rambling so much, but I can't get this off my mind. They're just always flirting. And maybe they dont notice it, but they are. And it kind of hurts to watch them... I'm not so much jealous as hurt.. Although I am jealous too. Except I'd much rather he broke up with me if he wanted to do that. But I really don't want him to too. ARGH. Whatever.

On a happier note, I got some pretty good electives :)
drawing, literature, philosophy, phsycology, aboriginal studies, fabrics to fashion, damn. And some other good ones I've forgotten :3

I feel like sky diving.

FUCKING HELL




*calm*



Jeez.. I kinda feel so pathetic writing about all this crap and complaining all the time. Really, i should just get over it.

I started to write a story. eh.

Gotta new guitar teacher, he's cool. Except i fotgot which one.. smoke on the water was *embassasment* and then forgot everything that i had pretty much ever learnt on guitar,... so he probably thinks I'm stupid. Oh well.

ciao xo